I write about a beautiful life, and that is my hearts desire to share with you. Right now, I feel the need to get this out, and writing always helps soothe the soul.
Once again, I am waiting.
Last Friday, I went in for my 6 month checkup, and had a mammogram.
It began as routine, and then the technician came in for more scans. This is the left breast that held Cancer last year. After having 6 scans, I was escorted into the sonogram room. The technician rolled the handheld device over my breast for what seemed like a very long time. She sent the scans to be reviewed by the doctor, and in came the doctor.
The doctor tried to sound casual as she spoke. “You have a couple of areas I’m not sure about, but they are not screaming Cancer to me. I’d like to see you again in six months.”
Does Cancer scream?
I left there concerned, but not worried. Wasn’t going to jump to any conclusions until my Oncologist saw the film. I knew she would know if there was any cause for concern.
She called today and wants to see me. “There are areas of concern…” Her first available appointment is 10/24, which is almost two weeks away. I ask that you wait with me.
Letitgocoach 
Oh Barb… Waiting with you. The Lord waits too, like a night watchman, He knows the light from the darkness and will be right beside you in both. May Peace be with you.
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Damn. Hugs to you!
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If love would get you through this, then count on us all! Hugs and prayers for you, Beautiful Lady!
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Much love and prayers to you strong woman. Hugs💕💕💕💕
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My thoughts and prayers are with you
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I am here waiting with you for as long as you need. I am lifting you up in prayers daily already, I’ll pray a little harder and a little deeper. You are a very strong woman, you’ve got this and we all have your back!
I love you girl!
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Thank you lovely. xx I love you too!
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I can’t add more to what Danielle said except that God loves you so much and He still has ministry for you to do. PRAYING always. You are strong and God will give you strength if yours fails you at times.
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Thank you darling. xx I believe that is the best thing I learned last year. His strength never fails. He is strong in our time of weakness. So grateful. xx
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i will wait with you , love. And after one deep breath with a sigh i will stand and wait firm in Faith!!! Lets pray .. K.
Dear heavenly Father we wanna know if you will wait with us.. We wait better with you in our wait. You alone God know what we need and dont need… Only your will God in Barbaras life God, in all of our lives. God can you rebuke any and all cancer in all of our lives. God we ask for complete healing all over Barbaras body. We plead the blood of Jesus over her and this prayer and reports. In the name of Jesus we pray..Amen💝..
Oh God Thankyou in advance.. With our whole hearts !!!! #waitingWithLove!! Xoxoxo.. 💝💝💝💝
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Thank you Danielle!!!! You are the best. xx
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